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Saturday, July 25, 2009

::The Truth Always Hurts::

Haiz...yes it hurts.
I feel sad for you...
I won't type what had happen...
Having it in my memories will only deteriorate my health...
If you feel sad,i will feel sad together with you...


b3z

4:24 PM
Big3Zero

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

::5th day::

Its 3:30 am...
I AM WIDE AWAKE!!!!
I took my pain killer which use to knock me out till morning...
20:45 i swollow 2pills...
22:25 i wake up...
WTFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I lost this battle...
I am going to loose more...
I am not even going to put in any effort for future battles...
It will take time for me to find my COURAGE back...
To find my SELF back...
To find my SENSE back...
To take back COMMAND and CONTROL of myself...

Shall i swollow more?

b3z

3:15 AM
Big3Zero

Monday, July 20, 2009

::SLEEPLESS NITES::

I CANT SLEEP...................

3:32 AM
Big3Zero

Sunday, July 19, 2009

::I AM SORRY::I DON'T WANT TO BE THE REASON FOR YOUR ARGUMENTS ANYMORE::





I am Scared...

I am Worried...

I am Stressed...

I am Pressurised...

You've add on to my Pressure...

I am having a Terrible Migraine...



Let me make this clear...

NO I NEVER had any relationship with JT...

NO I NEVER give JT money...

Neither did JT ask me for money...

Please STOP asking me PLEASE i beg you...

YES i admit i do like JT but that does not mean i would grab JT away from you...



I am sorry for causing all this trouble...

Its my Fault ...

Its my Fault...

Its my Fault...

I am Sorry...Really Sorry...Deep from my Heart I am Sorry...

Never meant to cause a problem in your life...



To prove my sincerity to you,i will do anything that you ask me to do...

Even if it mean i have to resign and cut all contact with JT...

I am the cause of your constant arguments...

I am the cause of your insecurity...

I am the culprit...



I am now left all alone to defend myself...

After being betrayed,being stabbed and rumoured...

I don't know who to trust...

I don't know who to listen to...

I don't know if the person next to me is pretending...

I don't know anymore...



I feel like swollowing all my pain killer at once...

Hoping it can kill all my pain...

Is 7 pills enough?

If it makes you happy that i am gone...



S please tell me what you wan me to do...


b3z

11:53 PM
Big3Zero