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Saturday, August 29, 2009
::Wishing for a better day::
I am physically and mentally tired...
Rumors spreading like wildfire...
Tried to defend myself...but it get worst...
2009, year of bad lucks...
Struggle in my first relationship in 14 years...
It lasted a month before it was extended for another 6 weeks with a 4 weeks break...
I got "kicked" out of my work place due to a certain "security" reason...
Apparently they think i am threat to that location...
My security clearance was not cleared...
Everybody around me been lying to me...
They know who they are...
Hypocrites...
I need help...
Past weeks my health hasn't been that good either...
Twicthing of left hand and constant chest pain...
Slip disc waiting to happen soon...
Had a slight fall on 24th August and been in pain since then...
I am physically and mentally tired...
Rumors spreading like wildfire...
Tried to defend myself...but it get worst...
2009, year of bad lucks...
Struggle in my first relationship in 14 years...
It lasted a month before it was extended for another 6 weeks with a 4 weeks break...
I got "kicked" out of my work place due to a certain "security" reason...
Apparently they think i am threat to that location...
My security clearance was not cleared...
Everybody around me been lying to me...
They know who they are...
Hypocrites...
I need help...
Past weeks my health hasn't been that good either...
Twicthing of left hand and constant chest pain...
Slip disc waiting to happen soon...
Had a slight fall on 24th August and been in pain since then...
If i had an accident...would you come and visit me?
If i die....will you visit my grave?
I can't see myself reaching 35 at this current situation...
I've lost the will power...
I've lost everything that i want...
Enduring physical and internal pain...
b3z
Thursday, August 27, 2009
::IT'S BACK::
24th August 2009 between 0800 hrs to 0900 hrs
Slipped a step while going up the stairs...
Body jerk forward...
The pain begins...
After about 4weeks of pain free days...
Yup its painful but i am enduring it...
I don't want to rely on painkillers...
The pain as usual will party around my back and hip...
As i typing now..the pain is shooting down my spine...
My left hand been twitching since The day i fall...
System Malfuction....
Signs of getting old
b3z
24th August 2009 between 0800 hrs to 0900 hrs
Slipped a step while going up the stairs...
Body jerk forward...
The pain begins...
After about 4weeks of pain free days...
Yup its painful but i am enduring it...
I don't want to rely on painkillers...
The pain as usual will party around my back and hip...
As i typing now..the pain is shooting down my spine...
My left hand been twitching since The day i fall...
System Malfuction....
Signs of getting old
b3z
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
::SAYANG::
Sayang My Sayang Always,
Sayang My Sayang Forever,
Sayang My Only Sayang,
Sayang Sayang.
This words are often used to express love for someone...
There is only one person that i Sayang right now...
Even we are no longer together,i'll still Sayang My Only Sayang...
It's been hard for me in the past weeks...
I know i shouldn't have done things that i did...
I am Sorry.
I know,Sorry is not enough to cure the pain that i had caused...
I never seen Sayang so angry with me before...
I know Sayang will never want to hear my name again...
I know Sayang will never want to see me again...
I know Sayang will not forgive my mistakes...
I never wanted it to end...
But Sayang did not fight for it...
Sayang did not put in a little bit of effort in our relationship,even if it was just pretending...
Now it's all over ...i have lost the battle...i admit defeat.
It's my fault...
Goodbye My Sayang...
Let me just walk away from your life...
Sayang will forever be in my heart...
There is no another Sayang...
Sayang My Sayang Always,
Sayang My Sayang Forever,
Sayang My Only Sayang,
Sayang Sayang.For The Last Time...
Sayang
b3z
Sayang My Sayang Always,
Sayang My Sayang Forever,
Sayang My Only Sayang,
Sayang Sayang.
This words are often used to express love for someone...
There is only one person that i Sayang right now...
Even we are no longer together,i'll still Sayang My Only Sayang...
It's been hard for me in the past weeks...
I know i shouldn't have done things that i did...
I am Sorry.
I know,Sorry is not enough to cure the pain that i had caused...
I never seen Sayang so angry with me before...
I know Sayang will never want to hear my name again...
I know Sayang will never want to see me again...
I know Sayang will not forgive my mistakes...
I never wanted it to end...
But Sayang did not fight for it...
Sayang did not put in a little bit of effort in our relationship,even if it was just pretending...
Now it's all over ...i have lost the battle...i admit defeat.
It's my fault...
Goodbye My Sayang...
Let me just walk away from your life...
Sayang will forever be in my heart...
There is no another Sayang...
Sayang My Sayang Always,
Sayang My Sayang Forever,
Sayang My Only Sayang,
Sayang Sayang.For The Last Time...
Sayang
b3z