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Saturday, August 22, 2009
::IS THIS REALLY THE END::
I, need a break, because all this things, is killing me, on the inside...
I've ,lost someone...Someone that ,i Sayang...
Now, i know why, you are, ignoring me...
I, know its my, fault but you, never give me, a chance to explain, everything...
I, am very sad...very sad,more sad then, when we broke up...
Is this..really...the..end?
Thank you...for all the, good memories...
I will cherish all of this forever...
Goodbye...my Sayang...i have lost you forever..
Please Forgive Me... I am Sorry to really hurt you...
If only,you would give me a chance to explain to you...
Now im searching for my own internal peace...
Soon i'll be gone,far away,from this world...
Wish you all the best...
I, need a break, because all this things, is killing me, on the inside...
I've ,lost someone...Someone that ,i Sayang...
Now, i know why, you are, ignoring me...
I, know its my, fault but you, never give me, a chance to explain, everything...
I, am very sad...very sad,more sad then, when we broke up...
Is this..really...the..end?
Thank you...for all the, good memories...
I will cherish all of this forever...
Goodbye...my Sayang...i have lost you forever..
Please Forgive Me... I am Sorry to really hurt you...
If only,you would give me a chance to explain to you...
Now im searching for my own internal peace...
Soon i'll be gone,far away,from this world...
Wish you all the best...
::DYING::
b3z is dying...soon...
b3z
b3z is dying...soon...
b3z
Friday, August 21, 2009
::LAST SMS::
Friday 21st August 2009 19:57
*****,I am sorry for everything.I know you are very angry with me.I guess i don't have any chance of meeting you to clear the air.I know you will not want to meet me.I have caused a lot of problems for you in the past few months.There is nothing else i can do except to sincerely apologise to the both of you.I am Sorry.I have submit my resignation letter.This will be my last message for you.***
b3z
Friday 21st August 2009 19:57
*****,I am sorry for everything.I know you are very angry with me.I guess i don't have any chance of meeting you to clear the air.I know you will not want to meet me.I have caused a lot of problems for you in the past few months.There is nothing else i can do except to sincerely apologise to the both of you.I am Sorry.I have submit my resignation letter.This will be my last message for you.***
b3z
::SAYANG::
As of today , i have not seen Sayang for a week...
I really miss Sayang a lot...
Sayang left without saying a word to me...
I know Sayang is angry with me...
I know Sayang don't trust me anymore...
I know i made a mistake...
The last time i saw Sayang was last Friday 14th August around 10am...
The last time we spoke to each other was 13th August around 540pm...
There is only ONE Sayang in my heart and it's Sayang...
Sayang my Sayang Always...
Sayang my Sayang Forever...
Sayang Sayang...
All i want is to see Sayang for the last time before Sayang go away...
Even if its from a distant...
Its all my fault...
I know we are not together...but Sayang has always been my Sayang...
I am also leaving...i am leaving for good...
I can feel its coming...
Its time...
Life beyond the Big3Zero...
SAYANG MY SAYANG ALWAYS...
SAYANG MY SAYANG FOREVER...
SAYANG MY ONLY SAYANG...
SAYANG SAYANG...
b3z
As of today , i have not seen Sayang for a week...
I really miss Sayang a lot...
Sayang left without saying a word to me...
I know Sayang is angry with me...
I know Sayang don't trust me anymore...
I know i made a mistake...
The last time i saw Sayang was last Friday 14th August around 10am...
The last time we spoke to each other was 13th August around 540pm...
There is only ONE Sayang in my heart and it's Sayang...
Sayang my Sayang Always...
Sayang my Sayang Forever...
Sayang Sayang...
All i want is to see Sayang for the last time before Sayang go away...
Even if its from a distant...
Its all my fault...
I know we are not together...but Sayang has always been my Sayang...
I am also leaving...i am leaving for good...
I can feel its coming...
Its time...
Life beyond the Big3Zero...
SAYANG MY SAYANG ALWAYS...
SAYANG MY SAYANG FOREVER...
SAYANG MY ONLY SAYANG...
SAYANG SAYANG...
b3z
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
::LOOK WHOSE READING::
I know...someone reads my blog often...
Who?...I don't know...
Here i have decided not to publish any names...
If i do,it will create WWIV...
WWIII begun last Sunday...
So if you guys/gals wanna leave any message, just use your initials...
I won't stop you if you want to leave your full name...
JA has declared who she is...lol...the one and only who dares...
Not many people know i have this blog...
Keep on reading...Hope you all enjoy...
Everything said here are the truth,the whole truth and nothing but the truth...
b3z
I know...someone reads my blog often...
Who?...I don't know...
Here i have decided not to publish any names...
If i do,it will create WWIV...
WWIII begun last Sunday...
So if you guys/gals wanna leave any message, just use your initials...
I won't stop you if you want to leave your full name...
JA has declared who she is...lol...the one and only who dares...
Not many people know i have this blog...
Keep on reading...Hope you all enjoy...
Everything said here are the truth,the whole truth and nothing but the truth...
b3z
::WISH::
I still Sayang my Sayang...
I know now Sayang is angry with me...
I am truely Sorry Sayang...
I always crumbled under pressure...
I never like people repeating the same question over and over again...
I never like it when i tell the truth and yet people don't belive it...
I am trying to lead a honest live...but i failed...
I now feel that i should do like how i do back in 2005...
Don't care about what happen around me...STOP THINKING...
If everything goes well tomorrow...i will do what i did in 2005 again...
If it doesn't...i'll just have to control myself...
I resigned because of you...You have family to support...i don't...
You need the job more then i do...
It's your choice...
If you want me to leave...i will leave...
For you...Sayang...
b3z
I still Sayang my Sayang...
I know now Sayang is angry with me...
I am truely Sorry Sayang...
I always crumbled under pressure...
I never like people repeating the same question over and over again...
I never like it when i tell the truth and yet people don't belive it...
I am trying to lead a honest live...but i failed...
I now feel that i should do like how i do back in 2005...
Don't care about what happen around me...STOP THINKING...
If everything goes well tomorrow...i will do what i did in 2005 again...
If it doesn't...i'll just have to control myself...
I resigned because of you...You have family to support...i don't...
You need the job more then i do...
It's your choice...
If you want me to leave...i will leave...
For you...Sayang...
b3z
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
::RECONSIDER::
LFW spoke to me today...
Advicing me to stay on...
Not to make rash decision...
He shared a few things with me about staff movement...
He said that JT will be needed back to the previous place to replace THL...
I was shocked ...
But who am i to comment and who am i to decide...
Bottomline is I had RESIGNED but no one wants to accept my Resignation...
It not an easy decision...
I just want to forget everything...
I just want to get out of this nightmare that had haunt me for FOUR months...
I just want to run,run far far away from everybody...
I AM A JINX TO EVERYBODY...
I AM THE CAUSE OF ALL MISFORTUNE THAT HAD HAPPEN TO MY FRIENDS...
Hope i can find peace soon...
b3z
LFW spoke to me today...
Advicing me to stay on...
Not to make rash decision...
He shared a few things with me about staff movement...
He said that JT will be needed back to the previous place to replace THL...
I was shocked ...
But who am i to comment and who am i to decide...
Bottomline is I had RESIGNED but no one wants to accept my Resignation...
It not an easy decision...
I just want to forget everything...
I just want to get out of this nightmare that had haunt me for FOUR months...
I just want to run,run far far away from everybody...
I AM A JINX TO EVERYBODY...
I AM THE CAUSE OF ALL MISFORTUNE THAT HAD HAPPEN TO MY FRIENDS...
Hope i can find peace soon...
b3z
::LOST...BLANK...CONFUSED::
Today will be the day the final decision be made...
My mind i very very extremey confused...
I am totally LOST...
It's BLANK...
I am under a lot of stress all over again...
I want to end this...
That is why i ended things with JT on 13th August...
Finally i had both of the off my back...So i thought...
I WANT TO END ALL THIS!!!!!!
b3z
Today will be the day the final decision be made...
My mind i very very extremey confused...
I am totally LOST...
It's BLANK...
I am under a lot of stress all over again...
I want to end this...
That is why i ended things with JT on 13th August...
Finally i had both of the off my back...So i thought...
I WANT TO END ALL THIS!!!!!!
b3z
Monday, August 17, 2009
::THE END::
I had submit my resignation letter today at 1600hrs...
I had had enough of all this crap...
I love my job and i don't want to leave it...
But if tomorrow you say,you'd be happy to see me go....I will go...
Let's end this once and for all...
::NEVER TRUST A WOMAN::
1)NEVER TRUST a couple who are sleeping together.
2)NEVER TRUST a woman who's looking for the truth,because she can be very cunning and hypocritical with words just to get what she wants.
I can only assume that my mistake was to be in between a problematic couple who already had had lots of problems before i come into the picture.So I AM ALWAYS THE EXCUSE/REASONS they want to fight/argue with each other.
STUPIDITY begins with LOVE.
LOVE causes BLINDNESS.
Once you are blinded,you will definately do Stupid things...
Another day to wait...
b3z
I had submit my resignation letter today at 1600hrs...
I had had enough of all this crap...
I love my job and i don't want to leave it...
But if tomorrow you say,you'd be happy to see me go....I will go...
Let's end this once and for all...
::NEVER TRUST A WOMAN::
1)NEVER TRUST a couple who are sleeping together.
2)NEVER TRUST a woman who's looking for the truth,because she can be very cunning and hypocritical with words just to get what she wants.
I can only assume that my mistake was to be in between a problematic couple who already had had lots of problems before i come into the picture.So I AM ALWAYS THE EXCUSE/REASONS they want to fight/argue with each other.
STUPIDITY begins with LOVE.
LOVE causes BLINDNESS.
Once you are blinded,you will definately do Stupid things...
Another day to wait...
b3z
Sunday, August 16, 2009
::MOVING ON::
It's time to move on...
The beginning stage is always the hardest...
Especially when we are still able to see each other daily...
Slowly but surely others will be able to see through it...
For sure i will not talk to you...
Not unless you talk to me first...
I am bitterly,utterly,totally disappointed...
Tomorrow i shall know how hard the beginning stage is...
I Hate you...I Hate you...I Hate you...
Haiz... :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
Let's wait and see...
b3z
It's time to move on...
The beginning stage is always the hardest...
Especially when we are still able to see each other daily...
Slowly but surely others will be able to see through it...
For sure i will not talk to you...
Not unless you talk to me first...
I am bitterly,utterly,totally disappointed...
Tomorrow i shall know how hard the beginning stage is...
I Hate you...I Hate you...I Hate you...
Haiz... :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
Let's wait and see...
b3z