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Friday, August 14, 2009
::SILENCE::
It's too obvious...
It felt weird...
Not a single word uttered...
Even when you sat next to me in my car...
If KA never asked me,i wouldn't pick you up...
Either you are stubborn or you don't know what to say to me...
The thing that upset me is...
"So you want to end it or you don't want?" i asked
"Let me think first.Too much things in my mind" is your reply...
For 6 weeks we been together you still need to think about it first???
I will remain in silence for as long as you remain in silence...
This time my heart will stay still...
It will not be the same again...
You disappoint me...
You failed me...
Honestly, i still hope you would reply...
Truthfully , i still don't want to let go...
Sincerely, i still Sayang you...
But sadly...
You don't know how to appreciate the Sayang that i have for you...
You did not put in any effort,not even a little bit...
You take things for granted...
Now... i am letting it go...
Sayang my Sayang Always...
Sayang my Sayang Forever...
Sayang Sayang...
b3z
It's too obvious...
It felt weird...
Not a single word uttered...
Even when you sat next to me in my car...
If KA never asked me,i wouldn't pick you up...
Either you are stubborn or you don't know what to say to me...
The thing that upset me is...
"So you want to end it or you don't want?" i asked
"Let me think first.Too much things in my mind" is your reply...
For 6 weeks we been together you still need to think about it first???
I will remain in silence for as long as you remain in silence...
This time my heart will stay still...
It will not be the same again...
You disappoint me...
You failed me...
Honestly, i still hope you would reply...
Truthfully , i still don't want to let go...
Sincerely, i still Sayang you...
But sadly...
You don't know how to appreciate the Sayang that i have for you...
You did not put in any effort,not even a little bit...
You take things for granted...
Now... i am letting it go...
Sayang my Sayang Always...
Sayang my Sayang Forever...
Sayang Sayang...
b3z
:: :( ::
So it's confirmed...It's totally over...
Your time is up...
Let me think and decide for you...
I know why you want to think about it...
I am very hurt and dissapointed...
Since begining of June,you stop sms me and stop calling me the way you use to call me...
You failed me...
Blame it on my stupidity...
I really don't wish to be in any relationship again...
It breaks my heart to make such decision...
But i believe this time i am more prepared then when it happen in June...
You need me you find me...you don't need me,you don't even bother to sms...
I Wonder...why you still want to think about it?
Why you still don't want to let it go??
Maybe i know the reason...
Maybe...
b3z
So it's confirmed...It's totally over...
Your time is up...
Let me think and decide for you...
I know why you want to think about it...
I am very hurt and dissapointed...
Since begining of June,you stop sms me and stop calling me the way you use to call me...
You failed me...
Blame it on my stupidity...
I really don't wish to be in any relationship again...
It breaks my heart to make such decision...
But i believe this time i am more prepared then when it happen in June...
You need me you find me...you don't need me,you don't even bother to sms...
I Wonder...why you still want to think about it?
Why you still don't want to let it go??
Maybe i know the reason...
Maybe...
b3z
Thursday, August 13, 2009
::CLOSURE::
::2nd May to 4th June::4 1/2 weeks::
::30th June to 13th Aug 2359hrs::6 weeks::
::Tick Tocking a fresh start to a new day on 14th Aug::
::Sayang my Sayang Always::Sayang Sayang Forever::Closure::
I don't want Sayang to think anymore...
Since there is so many things in Sayang mind...
Let's take one of if off...
Let's end our relationship today...
6 weeks...Sayang did not put in any effort...
ALL I WANT IS A LIITLE BIT OF EFFORT,EVEN IF IT IS FAKE.
Yes both of us are busy with our work but that is not an excuse...
I never even realise it's been 6 weeks until today...
I've waited too long...Nothing else to think of...
I am already very dissapointed in Sayang...
There is really nothing else liao...
Your silence means Sayang agreed to end this relationship...
If Sayang still want to consider,Sayang may do so however if i never receive any respond from Sayang by 13th Aug 2009 2359hrs,i will take it as it's OVER...
SAYANG MY SAYANG ALWAYS
SAYANG SAYANG FOREVER...For the last time....No third chance...
::THE END TO ANOTHER CHAPTER OF MY LIFE::
b3z
::2nd May to 4th June::4 1/2 weeks::
::30th June to 13th Aug 2359hrs::6 weeks::
::Tick Tocking a fresh start to a new day on 14th Aug::
::Sayang my Sayang Always::Sayang Sayang Forever::Closure::
I don't want Sayang to think anymore...
Since there is so many things in Sayang mind...
Let's take one of if off...
Let's end our relationship today...
6 weeks...Sayang did not put in any effort...
ALL I WANT IS A LIITLE BIT OF EFFORT,EVEN IF IT IS FAKE.
Yes both of us are busy with our work but that is not an excuse...
I never even realise it's been 6 weeks until today...
I've waited too long...Nothing else to think of...
I am already very dissapointed in Sayang...
There is really nothing else liao...
Your silence means Sayang agreed to end this relationship...
If Sayang still want to consider,Sayang may do so however if i never receive any respond from Sayang by 13th Aug 2009 2359hrs,i will take it as it's OVER...
SAYANG MY SAYANG ALWAYS
SAYANG SAYANG FOREVER...For the last time....No third chance...
::THE END TO ANOTHER CHAPTER OF MY LIFE::
b3z
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
::THE DAY I LOST::
Today 12th August 2009 18:54 hrs i found out that people really are making used of me to get information.Maybe from now onwards i should just be on my own.I will be changing my handphone number again.I will be starting everything again afresh.Somehow or rather i have the feeling that something is not right today.My misery started on 17th July 2009 18:30 hrs and i hope today it had ended. S i hope you are satisfied with all the answers given.Deep inside i know you are just playing around with me to get certain information through me.
TRUST IS A WORD THAT CAN KILL YOU,HAVE FAITH NOT TRUST.
TRUST=To Really Understand Someone Truely before you can use the word.
Today out of sudden JT did not talk to me,throw face,ignore my call and did not reply my sms.
Today out of sudden i found out VP is getting terminated.
Today out of sudden S threaten me.
Today is a very sad day for me.As i said before, a Sayang can be replace but never a friend.
What ever it is i will not TRUST any one else other than my brother Chad.
b3z
Today 12th August 2009 18:54 hrs i found out that people really are making used of me to get information.Maybe from now onwards i should just be on my own.I will be changing my handphone number again.I will be starting everything again afresh.Somehow or rather i have the feeling that something is not right today.My misery started on 17th July 2009 18:30 hrs and i hope today it had ended. S i hope you are satisfied with all the answers given.Deep inside i know you are just playing around with me to get certain information through me.
TRUST IS A WORD THAT CAN KILL YOU,HAVE FAITH NOT TRUST.
TRUST=To Really Understand Someone Truely before you can use the word.
Today out of sudden JT did not talk to me,throw face,ignore my call and did not reply my sms.
Today out of sudden i found out VP is getting terminated.
Today out of sudden S threaten me.
Today is a very sad day for me.As i said before, a Sayang can be replace but never a friend.
What ever it is i will not TRUST any one else other than my brother Chad.
b3z
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
::IS MY BACK A GOOD PLACE TO POKE YOUR KNIFE?::
Am i a bad guy???
Am i really that BAD???
Am i having a GOOD life that others are JEALOUS of???
Am i a BASTARD???
Am i Really that BAD a BASTARD???
If you answer YES to all the above Questions, just kill me straight away,make sure i DIE.Because if i didn't , i will chase you till my last drop of blood!!!
What the HELL have i done to you til you keep pushing the blame to me???
You have never seen me ANGRY my friend...
DO NOT WAKE UP A SLEEPING TIGER...
IS MY BACK A GOOD PLACE TO POKE YOUR KNIFE???
One time you poke...Oh well, the fats on my body absorbs the pain...
Twice you poke...Nevermind...it bleed abit only...
Third time you poke...The TIGER in me just yawned away...
Fourth time???ARE YOU F*#$ING KIDDING ME???
Really, have you no SHAME???
What the HECK is your PROBLEM???
DAMN YOU,YOU RUIN MY LIFE!!!
b3z
Am i a bad guy???
Am i really that BAD???
Am i having a GOOD life that others are JEALOUS of???
Am i a BASTARD???
Am i Really that BAD a BASTARD???
If you answer YES to all the above Questions, just kill me straight away,make sure i DIE.Because if i didn't , i will chase you till my last drop of blood!!!
What the HELL have i done to you til you keep pushing the blame to me???
You have never seen me ANGRY my friend...
DO NOT WAKE UP A SLEEPING TIGER...
IS MY BACK A GOOD PLACE TO POKE YOUR KNIFE???
One time you poke...Oh well, the fats on my body absorbs the pain...
Twice you poke...Nevermind...it bleed abit only...
Third time you poke...The TIGER in me just yawned away...
Fourth time???ARE YOU F*#$ING KIDDING ME???
Really, have you no SHAME???
What the HECK is your PROBLEM???
DAMN YOU,YOU RUIN MY LIFE!!!
b3z