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Monday, June 22, 2009
Today is a very bad day for me....i sent sayang an sms in the morning at 10:47...no reply..
I told myself, it's ok,sayang's probably busy..
I try to focus myself away from sayang by talking to one of our new staff.He is different but almost the same.
However some of my actions and words upset him...haiz..
I drop him an sms apologising to him but i don't think he received it...
I am sad that i made him upset....I am Sorry...
I am now in a recovery phase,i really am trying very hard to forget my sayang....when my sayang never reply me i know that it had gone down the drain....I am still sad with my own situation...i though having someone who resemble him could cure part of my pain...I don't expect anything from the carbon copy...i just want to forget sayang,that's all.That's all.
I'll be resigning from my job soon....I guess that's the only way to forget everything and everybody...
I am jinx to everybody...i am the caused of 2 friends arguing...
I am the caused of 2 couple arguing frequently...
I am the caused of people getting reprimand for not doing thier job....
It is not only a bad day..it's a bad year overall....
I am in pain,internally...i am taking my pills...not because of my pain...
I hope when i wake up,if i wake up that is...i will feel different.
Again i am sorry to everyone that is involve..JK I really am sorry....
Sayang....i miss sayang alot and still sayang sayang.......Sayang....
b3z
I told myself, it's ok,sayang's probably busy..
I try to focus myself away from sayang by talking to one of our new staff.He is different but almost the same.
However some of my actions and words upset him...haiz..
I drop him an sms apologising to him but i don't think he received it...
I am sad that i made him upset....I am Sorry...
I am now in a recovery phase,i really am trying very hard to forget my sayang....when my sayang never reply me i know that it had gone down the drain....I am still sad with my own situation...i though having someone who resemble him could cure part of my pain...I don't expect anything from the carbon copy...i just want to forget sayang,that's all.That's all.
I'll be resigning from my job soon....I guess that's the only way to forget everything and everybody...
I am jinx to everybody...i am the caused of 2 friends arguing...
I am the caused of 2 couple arguing frequently...
I am the caused of people getting reprimand for not doing thier job....
It is not only a bad day..it's a bad year overall....
I am in pain,internally...i am taking my pills...not because of my pain...
I hope when i wake up,if i wake up that is...i will feel different.
Again i am sorry to everyone that is involve..JK I really am sorry....
Sayang....i miss sayang alot and still sayang sayang.......Sayang....
b3z