8th July 2009-I am good to go,yes i am 95% fit...
I still got my medicine on standby just in case the pain erupt again.
Since last Saturday ,the pain has been mild...I felt tense on and off...
Oh well i already went for the X-Ray anyway,just hope for the best...
Actually on the way to do my X-ray i almost fall again...
Was walking down the stairs but didn't realise that there is still one more step to go...
So my body jerk forward...There goes the pain again...
Not that painful but it felt weird...
Nevermind,i am waiting for the Doctor to call me today or tomorrow...
I have been having nigthmare...I undergo a surgery for my back and sumthing went wrong...
It's just a dream ...Don't worry too much la...

Don't you all notice something weird?Haha
Yup i know i have not mention my Sayang for days right?
No no i will not mention that much lor...
Soon i will miss my Sayang again...
No Choice it has to happen...
Sayang will be gone for a week...
After that if i go for my Operation,if needed, i will be away too...
I can't and i won't give 100% anymore in this relationship...
I have to control myself...
I should let go by right...
I was stupid and still am untill i let everthing go and move on...


b3z