::Tough 3 MONTHS::

Today,i am glad that one of my problems are showing good response...
JK thanks...It's been a tough Three months for me really...
To loose someone you Love is replaceable...
But a Friend is never replaceable...
Loosing both is already hard on me...
Hope you understand my issues...

There are so many other things in my mind right now...
This are all my personal problems in which i have to solve it myself...
One thing i learnt is to keep my problem to myself...
You will never know who your friend is...
You will never know who your enemy is...
You will never know who the imposter is...

After yesterday incident,my stress level went up and i have worst migraine ever...
I did not sleep on thursday and yesterday i close my eyes for like 2 hours...
Today my back pain get worst again...haiz...
Physically my health is not that good...
Mentally my mind is confused...
Emotionally i am very sensitive...

Today i have the 3rd person that said "You are going into state of Depression"

If one day that really happen...i don't know what to do...
Sometimes when we listen to other people's problems...
We can always give them advice...
However if we really are in the situation,i don't think we can cope with it...
I always tell myself to decide base on logic and feeling...
Now...both logic and feeling are failing me...
Now i am on the verge of just swollowing anything that can make me sleep...
I still have a few here and there...


b3z