::WISH::

I still Sayang my Sayang...
I know now Sayang is angry with me...
I am truely Sorry Sayang...
I always crumbled under pressure...
I never like people repeating the same question over and over again...
I never like it when i tell the truth and yet people don't belive it...
I am trying to lead a honest live...but i failed...
I now feel that i should do like how i do back in 2005...
Don't care about what happen around me...STOP THINKING...
If everything goes well tomorrow...i will do what i did in 2005 again...
If it doesn't...i'll just have to control myself...
I resigned because of you...You have family to support...i don't...
You need the job more then i do...
It's your choice...
If you want me to leave...i will leave...
For you...Sayang...

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